I really don’t know why am I so weak.
Why am I battling my conscience to accept ridiculous reason
Blinding myself to accept things beyond my principles
Tearing my heart to approve licentious acts

Am I just too naive?
Or simply stupid
The same old familiar feelings
Same old shit.

Dunno la,
Will be sitting on the fence for now.

Did outlines of my graduation fellow today, all in 4 hours. Madness.

Since it is not a secret anymore, okay la here are the dates for you busy people…make sure you reserve time for me hor. Arriving Mari Kita 14 Oct and prolly leaving for NegaraKu on 21 Oct. I am not sure where I will be staying yet, just chatted with Max and might just go bunk in with him.

It has been a while since I wrote something for my blog, and looking back at the date I started this blog, I can’t believe it has nearly been a year already. My course is ending in 2 weeks and few days ago while working on some graphics for my degree show, I was harked back to the ‘Fusion’ days. Haha. I really miss those days, at least people were easier and fun to work with. I miss the late nights and Ms Amy’s nagging, and Mike Oh, and how we were so united to fight with the product design people, and working with Yuki (hahaha). Now I am stranded with a lousy Lebanese girl and weird classmates that want nothing but an ordinary show. Totally no connection. Speaking about this, has anyone have any idea where Widi is?

Some of you have asked me many times before if I ever miss home. I always give a confident “not yet”, haha, I guess now I finally think I do. I am really looking forward to go home now. And this is the first time ever I actually have the idea of going back for good. Dunno la, I guess after all, my character might not suit to work here, and I am tired of not being able to speak in a natural way. And I hate the weather.

Yea so I really miss all of you and please can we fixed up dates for our mj, ktv, dvd marathon already? And I want midnight blading at ECP and Sunset bay chilling out also! Also can we celebrate YXXX bday in advanced? Haha.Let me plan la since I will be damn free when I got back.

Just now when I was shopping for food I saw this toddler frantically pulling a set of kids accessories from a rack slightly higher than her. She was so determined and when she finally got it off, she quickly ran to her mother in a distance and said “mummy mummy! These came off and fell into my hand… …can I have them?”

Kakis wanted! Dont watch yet!! Wait for me!! haha...

Visited Anthony Gormley’s blind light not long ago and besides the light and vapour, there was this invasion of numerous fiberglass and cast iron figures that spreads over a large area that explores the boundary of observable horizon. The installation was just so ambitious and impressive I cant stop thinking about it. Came across these photos today and thought it would be a good idea to steal it to decorate my blog. Hur hur..

pictures credit www.petecarr.net

A bad mood swing,
It's familiar feeling,
the sort that you're too afraid of failure,
or too plagued by self-doubt,
or just too damn lazy,
to ever really succeed at doing anything.

I get intensely frustrated by feelings,
not of inadequacy, but of mediocrity.

I want to lead an ordinary life,
but ordinary's just not good enough today